You make me feel like I was the most important thing to you. For once, I felt like having a best friend of the opposite sex was possible and then you ruined it. Usually, I’m the one that gets feelings along the way. Although I love you and would do anything for you, it’s not fair that you ruined our friendship and what we had because I told you I wouldn’t sleep with you. Was that what you wanted all along? If it was, that’s pretty sad that you waited almost 2 years for that. So why did you hang on so long? That’s what doesn’t make sense to me. And just so you know, the only reason that I don’t have the same feelings for you as you do for me, is because we’re in completely different spots in our lives and I simply value our friendship that much. I never wanted it to come to this but it gives me a sense of relief to know that it isn’t my fault, nor problem. Don’t count on me being there when you come back, because I won’t.
I don’t understand you.